There are nights when I have had an excruciating day and I just want to lay down my cape for a minute.
I am at another crossroad in my life, and I am finding I need to clean up my personal life. See, I hoard relationships. My life right now, in regards to people, is stacked to the ceiling. I can’t find the ones I need because they are piled under the ones I really could do without, and its become a mess. My ongoing goal is to keep a measure of positivity in my life. Negativity is emotionally and spiritually draining, and the last sixteen years of my life were devoted to that.
Trying something new is also becoming more and more appealing to me. You know what I am dying to do? Learn how to play an instrument. It has always been on my “to do” list to learn how to play the piano and I am starting to wonder, “Why not?”
My relationship is just…there. To be honest there have been so many changes in my relationship with J that I don’t even think we are the same people anymore. While I was running today, I was watching House Hunters International and I reflected on a time when we would watch together and I would think, “That’s gonna be us…” I’m not so sure anymore.
Well that’s all the spilling of my proverbial guts I have right now, thanks for reading!