I haven’t written about my sister’s wedding plans in a while especially after the “post heard all around social media.” But I have been thinking about her upcoming nuptials and wonder what it will mean for our sisterhood. For whatever reason we weren’t close for YEARS and when my daughter was born we began mending our relationship. When my son arrived six years later I was able to understand her disappointments in me a lot better. Just when we are rocking and rolling, she gets engaged. I’m happy for her because I know this is her dream, but my heart aches a little because I’m losing my baby sister. The feeling of regret is heavy because I wish I spent more time with her and behaved better. So now it feels like my time’s up and the story is over. I know her fiancé is going to make her happy and I want that for her, I just hope she doesn’t forget about me.